I have vivid dreams of suicide
A self sacrificial
ceremony of madness
I'd give anything to feel alive
But lately all I've wanted is to die
Maybe tomorrow I'll feel so much better
If I can only make it through the night
Maybe tomorrow I'll feel alive
Maybe tonight I'll step and fly
I wonder if I'll have friends in hell
Because No one on this planet knows me well
All they ever give me is sympathy
But sympathy is like a
slap in the face a fucking disgrace
Just telling me that it's obvious I'm going insane
I can't feel my soul
As I plunge down and sift through years of old
Memories
Of my lives past and my loves lost
I'd give anything to feel alive
But lately all I've wanted is to die
Maybe tomorrow I'll feel so much better
If I can only make it through the night
Maybe I'll just kill myself
A step off the edge
or a bullet to the brain
To help me see the light
of my life
Post tenebras spero lucem
After darkness I hope for light
Post tenebras spero lucem
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Lads, keeping powering through tracks and mastering your craft. This kind of music is what gives me strength each and every day. You all are the reason why I love music so much. Keep up the emotion, the truth. Love it. Daniel Madden